With me

The first poem i wrote.....

With me

As i look at the screen,
looking at me, empty,
life flows on by,
as a movie i've somewhere seen.

i get up for water,
in my eyes, welling up,
i turn up the music,
playing in my mind, your laughter.

I sit down,
I look up,
the wall above,
I think of love,
I think of you,
out of the blue,
coming to me,
thats where you should be,
with me,
always,
with me.

the wind hits me,
its icy needles, prick me,
there's warmth inside, i think,
i think of you, and i sing.

Those eyes,looking at me,
i wanna touch those hands,
waiting here i feel like am drownin
in a quicksand.

But,i sit down,
I look up,
the wall above,
I think of love,
I think of you,
out of the blue,
coming to me,
thats where you should be,
with me,
always,
with me.

Can i touch you,
Can i kiss you,
cuz i feel like am drownin,
in a quicksand, within.
in a quicksand within.....