Misfit

Sometimes in life u dont feel like putting down in words wat u might me feeling. Something like wat i am feeling right now.
Have got my media player playing tunes to me from an alternative rock album - 3rd eye blind (wierd name).
the lyrics are ven more vague :

Hey bro props at the after show

Can you tell me where the greenbuds grows?

I'd like to say you turned my life around



I lost myself outside again

With the sound running through my head

Drowned out way out in the crowd

and the crowd goes singing



My people are the misfits

The ones that don't fit in

With the smile I know it comes within

I can feel you in the corners laughing when the lightings low




They say

Tick tick. tell me where the time goes

Oh life, you know it moves much to slow

Tick tick tell me where the time goes

Those are the ones for me

Those are the ones for me

The misfits, the freaks, the enemy, you and me

Those are the ones for me

Those are the ones for me

The misfits, the freaks, the enemy, you and me


So true.
Its so true that no matter how well u know urself, there is always that iota of doubt
that creeps up from somewhere and then turns the water red...just as a drop of blood does to a clear glass of water.
Feel so....lost. I think that should be the word.
Bcuz frankly, i cant find a word for wat i am feeling.
I feel anger, dejection, hurt,
feel like running away altogether...

But then, isnt life all about staying there and fighting it out, for things u blieve in,
people u love.
I love someone, i really do.
And so much.
I guess sometimes its so hard, expressing my love, all that pent up feelings.
I turn to pouring my heart out...on a piece of paper or better still in a window at a
website that promises 'Push Button Publishing'.

I'll return to you...
i have a lot to pour out...